(Source: lenser)
Well, well, well…We meet again, tumblr. To make a long story short: I dropped out of my class, but I am going back in April (I join later than the others in the new class, as I have racked up 170 hours), and have been doing nothing. I’m also now on new anti-depressants/anti-anxiety pills. They seem to be helping and have the added benefit of making me a bit queasy, which is doing wonders for my control. I now have a double ear infection, which is blowing and hurts like a bitch. Surprisingly, I’m still maintaining. 
  (Source: this--too--shall--pass) Now that I have started to integrate myself back into society:And that’s saying something, after cutting off pretty much all of my friends and social oppourtunities… SO, who has some great exercises for me? My addies make everything possible, and I am in such need of a Ana regime to help me get back that little, fragmented bit of control I can’t seem to hold onto for more than 3 days at a time.
I will always be supportive of people who want to get out of this cycle. My god, I am an eternal dick for abandoning ya’ll for awhile.The only excuse I have is that I have been… Pretty much depressed and going off my rocker. Maintaining an okay weight surprisingly, or at least one I can stand without feeling too much shame. And I also had my numbing depression also affect my schooling, as I quit for the time being. But luckily the staff was super nice about shit and I’m going back into a new class in April. I think the Buspar is screwing with me.  (Source: bumbury) |
